Again, I am making more apologies, and I find it getting old... but I am having a difficult time in getting back in the game with, well... anything. My BJD hobby has gone nowhere, and I'm afraid it never will until I can get the money to even afford it anymore. Things at work are not really looking better. I am finally getting steady hours again, but it's nowhere close to my fulltime hours I had before, and the place is giving me more and more stress. More physically than mentally. They notice the hard work I've been doing, and they thank me for it, but I overdue it sometimes, I think. We're not staffed very well lately, and there's barely anyone around to help with some of the projects. But I do what I can.

Besides work, home has been no better. We're till being threatened with foreclosure, even though I'm giving all the money I can towards the bills. We really have no idea what's going to happen next, but I can only hope that things turn for the better and we can get ourselves away from this mess. I have also lost my dearly loved cat, Bobbi. She was like a best friend to me, so it's been hard to get through that. She'd follow me around everywhere, and now its quiet and nobody to always greet me when I got home from long day. I haven't had the heart to get a new cat, either, especially since she was kept outside because my brother has a horrible allergy to cats. Needless to say, it's been some tough months.

I haven't abandoned my hobby, though. I still haven't been doing it as much as I used to, but I have photos ready to get edited up and posted, but I lack a program to edit them still. There's still so much I need to get moved over to the new laptop, and it's tedious. I'm hoping I can get the program to work correctly again, since spring will be coming soon, and I'll be sure to have even more photos to share.

So bare with me. I will get things going again, but it's just taking more time than I have expected. I miss you guys, and I hope to get things running back on here like they used to.

Thank you to the ones who still keep reading these .